So I'm supposed to be working on an NCLEX practice exam right now. In fact, the clock is ticking as I write this. Whatever. I'm a ball of stress over this test. It's ridiculous. I will either pass or fail. Either way, life will go on. I've been here 3 weeks tomorrow. Things are going as well as expected. I move into a house closer to work on Sunday. I've made some friends. It's all hunky dory. I can't help but feel like I'm just going through the motions, though. Settling in, making a life... I think that's what most of our time as little worker ants is spent doing. Moving dirt from one side of the yard to the other and then back again. Until we die. WOW that's depressing. I always tell people that if you really think about your life, or life in general, and the complete, absolute monotony of it, you will, more than likely, want to shoot yourself in the head. But that is just my personal opinion and you in no way are required to endorse it. Me? I try to think outside the box. I try to make my life interesting and to create wonder and value in the experiences I choose to engage in. I guess my major frustration this week is that I am being forced to spend my time inside studying and not out doing. Arrrghh.
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